You know I had to fly, Mikey. There must be answers. I have to believe that and I have to find them. No matter how good things are with you, I can’t keep being the damper on your life. When your eyes catch mine, there’s always a smile on your lips and most of the time your eyes reflect the same. Not always, though. Sometimes, I can see the worry you have for me and the pain that comes with trying to fix something that can’t be fixed. For now, at least for now, I must find a way to give you peace for I cannot find my own when…